January 2010
i know what i want.
i really really really wanna be a pastry chef. for some reason, my face lights up at these cupcakes. and well, any decorated cupcake/cake. or just a good recipe. when all else fails, cake & animals make me smile. & i just got a call from a dog breeding place for a job! how everything can go from horrible to amazing, i dont know. i just know that i prayed and i tried to stay...
this is for my sanity.
my smiles like an old friend i never get to see anymore. i never thought i could use “i’m” and “depressed” in the same sentence. i used to be so happy. and so full of life. i dont know what happened. i feel like a huge part of me is missing. or its leaving on this fast ass train i cant catch up to. im slowly becoming this emotional wreck. i’ve never wanted a...